PROFILEDESIRE.COM Mi Amor otro mes ha pasado- como explico mi experencia? I sit here; I wander around my small corner of the world, which seems just a bit smaller right now. I am not showing it to you. I am not cooking you meals, I am not lurking in your office watching you tend the ships. Nor drinking of your mouth, or bathing in your poetry as I get drunk from the song of your sweet voice. I look around, everything is green, it rains too much right now- is Mother Earth sympathesizing? Is she trying to wash away all the hopes & dreams I had for us? Just really empty fantasies? You touched me in ways that no one else ever has and probably never will. This is probably not a bad thing, just real. Rest Michael, I am trying to let you rest, but I still feel the link, less now, but still I wonder, and I long and I rage a bit when the thaw lets me. Dxoxo

PROFILEDESIRE.COM Mikey- another month passes my heart- I have been thinking of you, everyday. The eight this month hit right on my mother- bless her soul's 3rd year anniversary-it was too much to bare. I wonder have your souls passed each other? Have you gotten closer to achieving perfection? Or at least peace? The world is beginning to open- not to suck me in-but to lend me some of its magic & wonder.. I am actually feeling the hope.. My Beloved, I bid you peace, I embrace your memory with love... but the questions still linger.. I look at the sky, at the moon and stars you loved so dearly.. and I wonder... Dxoxo

PROFILEDESIRE.COM Three months to the day Amor mio- Spring is finally trying to make its way through..you feel so far away... Que estas encontrando.- entre el cielo e infierno- quien sabra'. Reso' por tu alma, y la mia.. Cada dia entiendo un poco mejor, healing, peace... Dxoxo

PROFILEDESIRE.COM Two months have past, so many questions with inadequate answers. You have left an impression deep with in my soul. Michael how can anyone even begin to compare? I pray that time will bring me comfort and that it will loosen my binds to you. I miss you, I love you... Peace my Darling.. Dxoxo

PROFILEDESIRE.COM No words my Darling- I am still here-time may it bring us both peace. Dxoxo

PROFILEDESIRE.COM Se' que ya no estas con nosotros- y lo mejor no hay computadoras en Limbo-lol pero de verdad mi Corazon- espero que decanses, que ya no sufres, vaya en Paz-Siempre te recuerdo con amor, y alegria por todo que me diste, y por tu protecion en el final. Dude- you shouldn't be needing the translating program where you are at! I'm writing here cuz it gives me comfort- be free Lover, let go and move on- it is time... I love you, Always together- for the blessing & the curse of it... your Vxoxo

I just can't believe it.

My dear Micheal, I hope that you have found peace, I wish you would have contacted me as I am sure you could have worked it out, the world has lost a great man, I will pray for you family Michael One last HUG and Sweet Kiss for you babe, I will always Miss you

This video is ridiculous it is so prophetic. I remember how you had me listen to this song on your profile.

I love you but I'm so mad at you. I can't describe how much anger runs through me at times.

And how much pain.

"Inside I start to fall apart."

I love you,
Simone